Thursday, December 16, 2010

給.你



昨晚
離開的時候
插了USB
聽到這首歌
有點控制不了
自己的情緒
就這樣飆著淚
開車回家

今天放工
離開的時候
一樣
插了USB
那麼巧
又是這首歌

不同時間
不一樣的心情
不一樣的感覺

昨晚
有點歇斯底裡
有點失了控似的
好像在把塵封已久的壓力
一次過爆發

今天
異樣的有點平靜
心想
其實也沒什麽大不了
大被蓋過頭
睡一覺好的
睡醒后
依舊是美好的一天

這首歌是學長口中
"聽多會自殺"的毒歌
我按了repeat
重複聽著
直到家

今天
還算是平靜的
也不曾想要自殺
我珍惜我的生命

你一直都沒變
堅持和冷漠
那就是你

繼續扮演這樣的角色
偶爾的問候
是一種關心
是一種祝福

一套我很想看的電影
謝謝你的陪伴


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you
everywhere I go But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see
our old friends and I'm alone still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words
that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

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